SUCCESS….. think about what that means to you. Is it a ton of money? Fame? Peace of mind? One-ness with the Universe? All of the above?
We should assess what this means often in our life, because as our life goes on, success takes on different meanings. In my early 20’s success was trying to climb to the top of the radio industry. I remember interviewing for a radio job when I was 20 and the station manager asked me what my long- term goal was. I quickly answered, “to buy this radio station”. What the heck? Why did I say that? It just blurted out. I had NO intention of buying that radio station, but somewhere in my psyche, success meant “owning something”. It did get me the job. Probably because the manager thought I was upwardly mobile and a contentious young man that would do a good job. I was and I did. Alas, as with all jobs in radio, I was fired about 10 months later. So the “inner dream” of owning KHEN radio died a gory death as I sped out of the station driveway in my ’67 firebird, the only thing I actually owned at the time.
The music business is a bitter mistress. It will allure you with glitter and tour buses, videos on CMT and visions of starring in arena concerts. It will make you go in debt and spend money like a drunk politician, on music gear, head shots, recording projects and Chevy vans. Then, spit you out like a shot of cheap tequila. Then, after you’ve wiped your mouth and re-gained some self-respect. You’ll do it all over again. Chasing the elusive “success”.
Over the years my idea of success in the music industry has certainly changed. It is evolving at this moment and will continue. I chased a “record deal” for quite some time, thinking THAT was the “be all end all” of music success. Then I realized that nothing could be further from the truth. I became acquainted with many folks that had “record deals” and for the vast majority of them it did more harm than good. In the words of the late great drummer “Buddy Harman”: “There’s one thing worse than not having a record deal, it’s having a BAD one”. So true.
As the years passed, and my idea of success has evolved even more, I have come to realize that for me, just being able to stay in the business I love, live my passion, write songs, play shows and occasionally produce a project IS my success. Over the past couple of years, our record label, a small outfit with one artist was able to record 2 great records using the finest studio musicians in the world. Find some success on radio, and video. Shawna Russell (my niece) and business partner played 115 shows all over the
U. S. last year. We are able to travel in a tour bus and take our music to people on a level that’s personal and intimate. Although we are still chasing that CMT video, arena shows and the like (and who wouldn’t?) we are content with the fact that most artists that have big record label deals weren’t able to accomplish what we have over the past few years.
My point in all of this “blog ramble” is: Success is different for every one. Success is how you view yourself not how others view you. Many artists young and old make the mistake of believing that if they aren’t a “star” then they aren’t anything. When the reality is, very few people ever make it to “star” status and even when they do they sometimes don’t see themselves as “successful”.
My advice to young artists would be.. don’t get in to the music business to be a “star”. Be in the business because you love it. Be in the business because writing, or performing or producing music is all that’s in your heart and all that’s in your head.
Be in the music business with spirit and passion and not with ego. Do these things and you won’t have to chase “success”, you will have already achieved it!
Cloudwatcher… signing off…..